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[21 Jan 2007|12:24pm] |
i wish life was simple and easy like it use to be. oh wait, thats not my life im thinking about.
i feel like i ditch my friends for you, and then you go and ditch me for your friends. why did i do that?. now i sit here waiting...for nothing. no phone calls. i cant wait until the day i get a car and i can go where i want to go. to work. to get tampons from the store. to visit my grandma. i cant wait to have a stable home. to do my laundry EVERY WEEK. omgosh sounds like a dream. and hang up my clothes. and have a spotless room. just thinking about it makes me happy. and boy i cannot wait to start school. never thought i would say that!! i really just cant wait.... for my life to start.
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[04 Jan 2007|03:21am] |
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me and garrett= 2 months on 1/9/07. finally. hope it turns out to be everything ive hoped since eleventh grade. we'll see.
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[25 Sep 2006|11:21pm] |
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hmmm been going back to seans latley. things are A-OK. cant get over ben. or that sweatshirt he wears, haha. hope he doesnt move. adams been weird since he's been back but im sure that'll change. hope so! ___________ likes me? damn it ...finally when i dont anymore. took three yrs to realize this huh? dont want to lead him on. ugh. hmmm kinda talking to KEVIN. need to hangout but keeps not working out. "you-know-who" would hate me tho!! i have a problem stealing friends boys. list is getting longer. if u hear the background stories behind them all tho everyone would just get it. ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm become good friends with crystal, yay. visited the WENBERGS-fosterhome when little-hated it there. chickened out and i wouldnt go to door. next time i SWEAR! so she can see i turned out great and her kids are ugly fuck ups all about white power, weed, and having babies. hate them, hate them. she'll totally put up a front like she loves me. whore. its been 10 damn years. anyways things are crazy these days. never telling wut will happen. specially drunken nights in chads room. oh ew, laurens toe nail fell off. and we went swimming in bras and thongs, ya we have balls. and no common sense maybe? haha. laura-ashley and kiwi= competition of our lives. wut are the chances huh?! but they think were all best friends. ummm strip-steph hates me. thought it was all good but she took her boys side. what girls dont these days?! well nothing more to report but my mom is super chill i can do whatever. i still need a damn job, so lazy i need a effin car and i can do everythign. job and sch!! i want to dammit!! oh ya and my real dad called me wasted yesterday. that was fun- not really. "cara slow down i cant fuckin hear you you sound like a fuckin valley girl tune it down a few megabites or whatever its called you sound like youre on speed but your not so its allll goood." seriously who drunk dials their daughters. ya it was sad. like crazy. well well im about done here. <3
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[05 Sep 2006|01:43pm] |
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ben hates me. adam is always gone. chad is a dick, were not friends. sean has become nicer now that i dont live with him. steph has dissapeared off face of the world but i see her whenever she lets me. lauren moved to jessikas. willow is home finally. i have no rules at home. still dont have a car. still have a stalker. started talking to an old crush, ya bad news. but were just friends. always. nothing more. lost touch with leah. melissa moved away. dont go to granite hills area ever. and never am even invited. ashley was in town fr a week. a fabulous week. i love her sister crystal. kit with grandparents. they still dont know about toungue ring or tattoo. ha. need to go shopping ASAP. need money. and to stop drinking and loose weight. dalksdhashadf@#$. theres my life in a nutshell right now. <3
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| chasing cars/snow patrol <3 |
[05 Sep 2006|01:41pm] |
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if i lay here....if i just lay here....will you lay with me...and just forget the world
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| reminds me of a specific person i am FINALLY OVERRRRRR! |
[02 Jun 2006|11:54pm] |
"Who's Cryin' Now"
It's too late to say you're sorry
You've been gone from here too long
I hope you found what you were missing
Cause I don't miss you here at all
And it's too bad that I'm not crying for you baby,
Don't be sad, cause I've been fine without you lately
I'm saving my breath
I'm saving my tears
I'm saving my life for something
Better than these years
I've lost too much time
Crying over you
Don't look so surprised that I've
Got better things to do
Who's cryin now?
There's so many nights I wasted
I was waiting for your call
Did you think I'd wait forever?
I guess you don't know me at all
And I told you if you left you would regret it
Thinking I would take you back, but you don't get it
There's something you should know
I finally let you go
It had to end somehow
Tell me who's cryin now
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| WERE O TV |
[02 Jun 2006|11:48pm] |
yesss me and kerrya were on TRL today at 3:30pm, and will be again thursday at 3:30!!! we were at mission beach from 8am-7pm yesterday and then today from 10am-5pm. IT WAS A BLAST!! we got the HOOK UPS!! we partied thursday night with some professional surfers from hawaii too who MTV flew here for the show!! me and kerrya definetly hung out with steven from lagunua beach, got pics with him, HE IS GORGEOUS...saw TONS of performers like ashlee simson, chris brown, christina millian, nichole richie, simple plan, damian and vanessa TRL HOSTS, busta ryhmes (AWESOME LIVE) plus tons more....
we were on stage alll day, in the HOT TUB, ON CAMERA DUHHH....we danced our asses off, and we are officiallly BLACK cuz we are sooo tan!! LOVE YA post pics later.....yayyy for fun summer hott days at the friggin wonderful beach!!
xoxo
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| amen |
[26 May 2006|01:45pm] |
don't get me started
it's getting kinda crowded in here
back up off me, im feeling like im suffocated
now here's my problem
i'm not gonna be your chick on the side
forget about it
u know damn well it wouldn't be right
I dunno wat u been thinkin bout me
did u think this was gonna be that easy?
hell no,u must be going crazy!
(noo-o-oo)Why don't you get outta my life,
get outta my sight,
get off oh my back...
why dont u go back to ur world...
go back to ur girl..
i think u owe her...
i know wats going on
i wont be second to none
lets be honest
im not the type of chick that u use..
and if u want it,
if u want it
ull have to choose
ive been thru this
i ve been cheated on..
i know how it feels
would i know that u wouldnt do the same to me
-jeannie ortega "crowded"
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[21 May 2006|11:00pm] |
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and it hurts...when the boy you want soooo much, wants someone else just as bad.... and that someone else is definetly not you.
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| hillary duff, someone's watching over me |
[10 May 2006|09:22am] |
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
.....Someone's watching over me
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[03 May 2006|08:58am] |
2 words. THE VERONICAS.
i love them. the songs "speechless" and "mouth shut" are officially my favorite. check them out. XOXO
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| DRUNKNESS |
[30 Apr 2006|07:19am] |
i officially HATE drunkness...and
my drunk dialing to random boys i havent talked to in forver
drunk dialing to ppl, having a convo, then hanging up and calling right back...
5 times!!
the retarded voicmails i leave for everyone, oh yea, and MYSELF.
the myspacing and STUPID IM's i send ppl even when they're "Away"
MYSPACE IS THE NEW DRUNK DIAL,I SWEAR
asking boys to prom
crying over spilled drinks in the car
eating anything and everything, especially fast food...
feeling like i gained 10pounds when i wake up in the morning
soda cravings
going to every party in our "jungle theme" outfits
waking up in pj's and not remembering how i got into them
waking up at 6 or 7am the morning after and never being able to fall back asleep
looking thru all the pics i DONT remember taking
seeing myself black and blue from falling EVERYWHERE
regretting me sobingand emotional thing i cried about to a boy on the phone
wanting to call ppl i shouldnt.
oh yea- and then doing it
having to call everyone the day after and apoligize for my stupid self
and be embraressed everyday to see ppl who saw me liek that...
then do it again next weekeend.
love those drunken nights <3 hahahahahahaaha
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[27 Apr 2006|09:33am] |
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im getting a car...gold 2001 lifted explorer. my friend jessica is selling her car and allowing me to do a payment plan. hope it works out...
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[27 Apr 2006|09:32am] |
Think back...
Before the Internet & text messaging.
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night.
WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our
walkmans.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Way back......
Tag.
Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.
Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up.
Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball.
Hopskotch.
Slip-n-Slides.
Tree Houses.
Hula Hoops.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.
Running through the sprinklers.
Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.
Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.
Getting the privilege to sit in the front seat of the car.
Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"
Wait....
Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Pocahontas comforter.
Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite
with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeannie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.
Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching
The Wonder Years.
Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.
Class field trips.
POGS
When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.
When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle
When Toys R Us was the best place to be.
.A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.
It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.
When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.
When everyone wanted to be a Power Ranger
When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.
When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.
When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.
When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.
Go back to the time when....
Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.
When stress was addition and subtraction.
When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over and who's to TP
When a first kiss only lead to cooties.
When you heard war it ment the card game.
When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life.
When the only thing getting broken was a toy
When the pain went away with a kiss
When the only love you had was with your family
When shootings only happened in video games
When your close ones only died from diseases
When the only thing that broke your smile was nap time
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[14 Apr 2006|12:09am] |
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i miss u so much and its not getting any eaiser. no one can be you. as hard as they try or as hard as i try to see them as u. ur.....ir-replacable greg. i want to talk to you....i have so much to tell u. wish u were here sooooooooooooo bad. ugh, i hate this. <3
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[12 Apr 2006|08:00pm] |
I LOVE IT!
me n my hotties
going out on the night
 me n tune...
 just another crazzzyyy night at our house....
 yea, we're dorks....shut up
 these girls make me look FAT
yea i love my friends...and miss some old ones. but life is good. and i LOVE my new roomie aka new Best friend, LAUREN!!!!! ummmm i hate boys by the way. no new ones in my life and all the old ones SUCK. garrett is a effin asshole, havent talked to that guy in about a month. and i met my soulmate, except he doesnt know it yet. umm yea pretty much we're getting married one day. hahaha we'll see how that goes. prolly no where, like all the rest. anywaysssss. we got a new puppy, besides G-G, the pomeradian, love of my life. its seans and its a baby pitt. its cute...for now. altho i must say im getting sick of cleaning up the piss and shit. ughsdjfhaskjdfhwr4WERWERafwe65t452342#$%@#$t6. hmmm well work sucks, need a new job. and need a car. and a new boy. and more money. but im still happy. going to lagunua beach with the family for easter this weekend. bringing adam and lauren along with me. yayy, ok i g2g byeee
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[27 Mar 2006|04:29pm] |
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so i moved into a new house. 2 stories. pool. huge. its my friend seans. hes like...ummm rich? he let me and 3 girls move in. me and lauren are roomies, then next to us, stephanie and willow. i love it. love it. love it. big party house tho. haha good times. and we have a little doggie. "g-g" i love her, and she follows me everywhere. hmm all i need now is a car. working on that. call me if u wanna come check out the new house. its in granite hills el cajon. muah
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